I'm so broken...
I feel like I could blow away with the wind...
Or maybe that's just wishful thinking...
It's like everyone is inside my head,
Pushing,
Pulling,
Tearing at my
Emotions...
Do they even remember that I have feelings?
Do they even CARE whether I still have feelings?
I take all that they dish.
I keep on that iron smile.
I keep my head held high,
Shoulders back.
But on the inside I am crying,
I am curled up into a tight ball hyperventilating...
Gasping for air,
But finding only poison...
Poison that burns my throat,
Feels like needles in my chest...
I shake,
I claw at my face,
I scream for help.
But all my cr
Broken inside,
with all my secrets i hide,
and dreams i cannot find,
cant someone fix me?
and make me happy?
cant someone stop these tears?
and fight away all my fears?
cant someone heal my scars so deep
cant someone help me so i dont weep
all my words spoken
everything has been broken
darkness all around
without a sound
i know i am alone
so i let out a moan
why did this have to happen?
i dont know
why am i so scared
why am i so broken
i dont even know anymore
i want to walk out the door
to reach the end of this dark tunnell
to leave my eternal nightmare
to reach the light
but it is not in sight
i am trapped in here
Hey little girl hiding in the night,
Why does daddy coming home fill you with fright?
Home is supposed to be a place where you're safe,
But why is it the one thing you want most to escape?
Why are your eyes,
Black from all the tears and blood you've cried?
This is where you live.
No more innocence left to give.
He breaks you,
Shatters your soul through and through.
And when you have no more screams left,
He leaves you bleeding on the ground for dead.
(So young, so broken.
What has he taken?)
All your childhood dreams,
Turned into screams.
No one seems to hear,
Your cries of fear.
As he walks forward she whispers "Not again."
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